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Monday, February 11, 2008

for i've been blessed beyond measure

*there was this and later this

it was quite hard the past month, the feeling of uncertainty and the wants
the pressure for answers from people [i know they didnt mean it]
the frustration of dealing with the dean's office/emails
and the envy of friends who had no problems with the same thing
i didnt really blog it cos i couldnt put it in words
but thank God for friends who helped in any way they could

i stuggled for the maturity to accept God's plans
whether they be good or bad
the liminal feeling was sucky - having a place but it not working out
[lboro have sem date clashes with NUS, so its a no-go]
it was really hard to pray for His will and not my own

but i really have been blessed beyond measure
i managed to change my university to durham
and i have been approved to go for a full year [whole of year 3]
and more importantly, m-o-e has no issue with it
i truely thank God
and once again know that im so undeserving

there are alot of things to work out now..
family financies
admin paperwork
the dreaded module mapping

but He always makes all things beautiful in his time:)

5:53 PM
heaven in a wildflower