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Friday, August 11, 2006

being poor really stinks


not exactly in terms of dollars and cents
but close enough...


so far i've only secured 3 out of 5 modules!
that was since the first round i could bid in
and i somehow wasnt not able to bid in the next 2 rounds
there is still round 3 but i will be too poor then
hmmph


everyone pls pray that i get 2 more modules
im dumping 305 points on geog and really hoping its enough
*sending 'geog is horrible' vibes to everyone else*
and decided on a random GEM module


in a way i just cant articulate how i feel about this
like "im pissed"and "i dunno what to do" and "o well.."
[eugene if you read this..im not blaming you at all]
but really..this is not nice:(
and its doesnt help that all i can do is 'wait, bid and see how'
to think i have to go through at least 5 more times of this!?


is faith really sufficient to sooth the uncertainty in my heart? Lord give me faith to trust.


7:13 PM
heaven in a wildflower