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Saturday, May 20, 2006

What to say Lord


got a suspicious brown envelope in the mail yesterday
it was big and had many different papers inside
hmm...


anyway..i ripped open the top
and pulled out whatever was in it


"congratulations..." read the cover letter


I GOT THE TEACHING AWARD!


they changed my major to lit now
and geog has been reduced to be my minor
after weeks of assuming i would have to study lots of geog in uni
this change is going to take some getting used to
after all..confidence in lit was shaken a little with the a-level grades


now the question is "should i accept it?''
many people are telling me to reconsider my decision
that its no good to limit my already limited options


i know my parents are estatic, im pretty happy too
just that after 1 term plus of relief teaching
i have realised how tough,crazy and tiring teaching is
i do like the job enough now
but will this 'like' be enough for 3 to 4 years?


but THANK GOD:)
i asked for it and He gave it
i asked for peace during the interview and He gave it
i didnt expect anything but He gave it


is that your plan for my life Lord?
i want to be faithful to your calling above all

9:10 AM
heaven in a wildflower