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Sunday, April 23, 2006

im so afraid i will screw up


the above pretty much means what it says


having slight jitters regarding tomorrow
its the first time i am going for such a formal interview
the thought is sooo overwhelming


things to rem
-to speak s l o w l y, very s l o w l y
-to try and look as if i am in the know of MOE related things
-to be polite, articulate and well groomed:)
-to be truthful, as much as possible at least
-to relax and be myself and of cos to breathe:)


my interview is at 1215 tmr!
ARGH!


but the question i really need to ask myself is...
"do i really want this award?"
in the sense of "do i really want to teach?"
i still dun know the answer actually
conflicting thoughts and well-meaning words of wisdom all inside me
sigh..


but the most most most important question...
"Is this in the perfect plan that God has for me?"


you are the potter, i am the clay.
mould me and make me.
this is what i pray...

9:12 PM
heaven in a wildflower