His hand in everything


its really funny how things are moving along
in a way..i kinda wish that the pl job didnt exist
to begin the long story..


since last year i have been saying that i wanted relief teaching
for the experience
and the advertising from erica:)
the very attractive pay helped too


did what i had to do..
filled in forms online and in pl
asked around other schools through friends
sat around and waited


no post came by
and the new year started
by God's grace and aunty seelin
i landed the job at the kindergarten


although it was something that i never considered
i have truely grown to love my job
playing with the kids, mixing with the teachers
life really couldnt ever get better


just when i gave up waiting, pl gave me a call
asked me to go for an interview
i did and somehow i passed it
now another job waits for me


i am happy to get the job
but on the other hand..very very sad
where i am now, relationships have been formed
friendships that i would hate to give up


as circumstances force me to leave the job earlier
more things are making me want to stay behind
sigh..really wonder what God is doing through everything
i cant really see His masterplan now


thoughts like "i made the wrong decisions"
and "only if.." cloud my mind sometimes
i really believe that God knows best
but the human mind cannot grasp that so well


*sigh..was just in one of the moods