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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

frustration-tainted hurt


i really don't know what to do anymore..
since the time that i invited you along with me i have hoped..
hoped that you would realise the importance of your involvment and share in my enthusiasm
yet..each time i have been dissappointed..
perhaps it was due to my own idealistic illusions
knowing your previous track record..
its no wonder that you are acting like this cos its you
yet..i have not and cannot come to terms with it
frustration sets in each time i fail to convince you
my mind expects it yet my heart hurts at your confirmation
at times i admit i don't understand you
i guess we have different piorities and driving forces which sadly do not coincide
i feel the strain it has put on us
a chasm that is so evident..pulling us apart each time
as i keep trying each time..i get more and more discouraged
i am afraid that i would stop trying one day


"Whatever you do,work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord and not for men, snce you will receive am inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving"
1 col 3:23-24

9:51 AM
heaven in a wildflower